Quick Update on Ms. A

How long has it been?? I truly could not believe that I have not written a single post for more than a month!

Quick updates, I've finished my training period and become a permanent staff in the company I currently working in. Work life has been quite good and hectic at a same time.

I've been dreaming about being back to Australia for a couple of times, some in Brisbane, some in Melbourne, they do make me miss Australia a lot! But looking at my condition right now and how I manage to get to where I am today, I wouldn't say that I've done enough. I know that I could do more than what I have done, but I pretty pleased with how I get through all of the process.

Not satisfied, but I'm content. I do believe that all things happen for reasons. Even though I do always wonder what the reasons are, I'm happy with where I am right now..

Still so many things to learn and earn. Yet so little time to master all of them. But I do believe that I have all the support I needed :)
Especially from above.

Well, I guess that's what a full time job will do to you. First, hardly have time to write a blog. Second, hardly have thoughts other than you work which make you don't know what to write on your blog. Third, hardly have a good sense of humor. Forth, hardly know a good way to end a blog post.

I guess that's enough for a quick update. Not like my friend who's currently on his awesome trip to Europe, I have no story about test-driving a lambo and a ferrari *sad&jealous&enviousface*

I wonder when is my time to do those awesome stuffs.. *sigh*

Anyway! That's all for my boring update..

xoxo
Ms. A

Smart Girls

Smart girls are the overthinkers, the insecures one, the different ones. 
They know what the real world is like. 
They analyse every little thing in life. 
Why? 
To avoid getting hurt. 
To find happiness. 
They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all the problems. 
They think too much, they trust less people. 
They insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. 
Of course they try to live away from drama-filled life. 
Smart girls know their worth, now that’s the ones worth keeping by your side.

-Unknown-

xoxo,

Ms.A

Pointless Rant when I can't sleep

Hello again my dearest blog...... *not so excited*
I am currently typing this in the middle of the night, no, I meant at 2 AM-ish in the morning, simply because I can't sleep. Gahh! I hate this bloody insomnia syndrome. I haven't been able to sleep properly, and I haven't had enough sleep in the past few days! Not expecting this to continue to become weeks or moths thanks. I NEED SLEEP! And apparently, writing this down on my blog doesn't help me to fall asleep either! *big long sigh*

It's not like I'm having a certain things to be concerned about, or anything to be stressed out about. I just can't sleep. I am so certain that if I eventually fall asleep tonight (which already counted as the next day) I will have to wake up in no time as if I have only been asleep for 5 minutes.

Well, this is another pointless post for my rant and vent. You may close your browser now if you like to, because I fell that this is a real pointless thing to do. Now I am not making any sense.

This insomnia reminds me of those moments when I couldn't sleep because I would be super excited for a 'big day' the day after. Well, I am hoping that this past few days insomnia thingo is a sign of a 'big day' coming towards me whether I realized it or not. *fingerscrossed*
Life could be very funny when it comes to its attempt on surprising me.

Anyway, Sleep time! *finally I'm falling asleep*
please do excuse if there were many errors in this post, I typed this this whole thing while I was half asleep *yawn*

Sleep time!

xoxo
Ms.A

It Is What It Is

It grows and it fades
So quick that I couldn't even catch a glimpse of it
Too long that I wonder if it is suppose to feel like this

It seems like it is what it is
So strong that it could last forever
Yet so fragile that it could break to pieces

It brings smiles and joy
It brings tears and sorrow
Survived through the storms
But gave up before the trials

It provides as it takes back what it wants
So little that I haven't had enough
Too much that I can't take it anymore

So easy to be found
So easy to get lost

It is the beginning
It is the end
Noone could see it is coming
Noone could keep it from leaving

It is just what it is.....

xoxo,
Ms. A

It Goes On

When people say sometimes life is hard, they are living in abundance. Life is hard, period. Life is not fair, period. It is a normal thing that we don't get what we wanted, but it doesn't mean that we will never get what we wanted. It's a matter of how we learn to adjust our wants with conditions. Not about shrinking down our dreams or goals, but about re-strategising.

When life brings you down, it's not about why it happened, but about what it has taught you.
When someone disappointed you, it's not about why they did that to you, but about who deserves you trust.
When you don't get what you want. It's not about being sad and down, but it's about how you can find another way to make it happen.
When someone leaves, it's not about why they left, but it's about why they can't stay in our life.
When someday you suddenly remember about your failures in the past, it's not about weeping over them again and again, but it's about reminding yourself where have you gone through from that moment up until now.

People dream, and they fail,
They get back up and try again,
Some get what they wanted in the end,
Some have given up before they even reached the end.

People believe and they're disappointed
They learned their mistakes and keep moving on.
They learned that trust has to be earned rather than to be given.

No matter what's going on right now, life will never wait for you.
It goes on.

xoxo,

Ms. A

Shoes and Lover

If you could choose which shoes you want to wear for therest of your life, which shoes that you will choose? Will it be the highlyexpensive fancy shoes, the beautifully designed shoes or the most comfortableshoes? I believe all of us would choose to wear the most comfortable shoes J

But often in life, especially me, I can’t resist the temptation of buying a new pair of shoes, heels especially, even when I don’treally need them just because they look great. We all know wearing heels toooften is not good for our feet, but still, comfort is the second priority afterthe design. Therefore finding the right shoes that is comfortable and looksgreat isn’t an easy thing to do.

Same thing goes with our life and our partner; sometimes we are too often mesmerized by the beauty of our opposite sex and forgot thecomfort associated with it, he/she could looks so great but will you get alongwell? Or you want to push yourself like we would force our feet to fit in themost beautiful and expensive heels and got disfigured?

It is hard to find the perfect shoes for us, but in the endyou’ll find it anyway J

Keep the faith!

xoxo,

Ms.A 

Why so Serious?

It is July and we are moving towards the other end of 2012. What have I done? Have I achieved half of my 2012 Resolutions? Frankly, I am quite disappointed with what I have done and where I am right now, not that I haven’t achieved anything, but it’s not like I have done something significant in my life. But hey, life goes on, I still have 6 months in front of me to achieve what I need to achieve this year and so do you, so smile up and let us do our best! :D

It is funny when I remember the rumour about this world will come to its end in 2012, and yet I’m alive right now writing this blog, and latter you are alive in another side of the world reading this blog. Somehow, in some ways, humans in general need something to push them in doing what they are doing; they need the urgency to finish something. So, when the rumour about the dooms day in 2012 came up, some people find the urgency to be alive when they could be doing that since they were born. Well, not since they were born, but since they understand about things.

We often ask ourselves whether it’s worth it to do this or that while we have so many considerations of outcomes and risks associated with it, but once we found out that we don’t have much time to do what we want to do, we’ll risk it anyway. Well, I would. If one day I found out I only have a week left to live my life, I wouldn’t think much of what I should do or not do. I only have a week left!! I’m doing whatever I want to do no matter what.

Sometimes, whether we realized it or not, we tend to hold ourselves back with so many thoughts. I am not saying that it’s a bad thing to have considerations, but sometimes it’ll get us nowhere by thinking and considering the decision and act we are going to make, the act itself is what will bring us somewhere. Therefore, think less, do more :p of course by saying think less means that we still HAVE to think before we act, but not too much. LOL. Because once we overthink about something, then sometimes we forget the basic motivation and our foundation of doing what we are doing.

We only live once, why so serious?

Be more spontaneous! And I can guarantee that life will surprise you!

xoxo,

Ms. A