Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Italian and Malta





I got this video from my friend

this video is freaking funny!!!
u can also watch this on youtube.

* no offense for italiano fans.
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Monday, September 28, 2009

He is knocking

" Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come into him and dine with him, and he with Me."
- Revelation 3 : 10 -

Its been a while where I lost my tracks, and honestly..forgot bout God. even if i do listening to the gospel and worship songs, but it just didnt stuck in my head or heart that I have a truly magnificent and awesome Father.

just now I just have some chat with my besties in Indonesia (miss him so much, through lots of process, trials, joys, tears together) bout what i feel right now. And since I was in a same church with him in Indonesia, we share (mostly) a same belief in life and God. I told him some of my problem here, what i feel, whats goin on, and he unexpectedly give me some enormous advices.
  • God never asked us to b someone strong, but He wants us to lean on Him and believe in His plans, coz God is the One that gives us strength when we have any burdens or trials.
  • God never asked us to love this life, but God wants us to love HIM more than anything in this world.
  • have someone u can trust to mentor ur life, coz u cant handle all of it alone.
Its been a while since my last time I heard those words, or even said them, I forgot how I am so passionate with God and His plans in my life (and arrogantly walk on my own, lean on my own understanding, try to b strong but am not). and even forgot how He changed my life from loser become a winner.

Peoples changed, and so do I, dealing with a whole new world, new friends, new community, new culture, new point of view, new perception on what life is about, and soooo many other new things. But there are somethings that remain the same in my life; God (and His love for me), and my family.

and anyway,
you can choose, whether u want to change or not, its all up to u, dont u ever say u dont have any choice coz u have! dont u ever say u cant do anything coz u can!
and that is the privilege we have as human, God gives human a freewill to decide, freewill to choose. And all yours.
So,,,,,if u hear God's voice and the knock on the door, u can choose to ignore it, or u can also choose to open the door and have some dinner with God ^.^

Thanks to my besties, Thanks to God.

Cao,,God Bless u all..

Monday, September 21, 2009

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Saturday, September 19, 2009

after a long time!

yeah,,,its been a while since i wrote my last post on this blog,
couldnt tell ya how i didnt care bout this blog.

so, for up dating the information bout me.
I'm in Brisbane right now, continuing my university to get a business degree.

actually i dont really feel to write anything right now.
just wanna make sure this blog is not a dead blog,,
even it is ALMOST become a dead blog,,
LOL..

ill write later.

sorry my beloved blog..
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