Pointless Rant when I can't sleep

Hello again my dearest blog...... *not so excited*
I am currently typing this in the middle of the night, no, I meant at 2 AM-ish in the morning, simply because I can't sleep. Gahh! I hate this bloody insomnia syndrome. I haven't been able to sleep properly, and I haven't had enough sleep in the past few days! Not expecting this to continue to become weeks or moths thanks. I NEED SLEEP! And apparently, writing this down on my blog doesn't help me to fall asleep either! *big long sigh*

It's not like I'm having a certain things to be concerned about, or anything to be stressed out about. I just can't sleep. I am so certain that if I eventually fall asleep tonight (which already counted as the next day) I will have to wake up in no time as if I have only been asleep for 5 minutes.

Well, this is another pointless post for my rant and vent. You may close your browser now if you like to, because I fell that this is a real pointless thing to do. Now I am not making any sense.

This insomnia reminds me of those moments when I couldn't sleep because I would be super excited for a 'big day' the day after. Well, I am hoping that this past few days insomnia thingo is a sign of a 'big day' coming towards me whether I realized it or not. *fingerscrossed*
Life could be very funny when it comes to its attempt on surprising me.

Anyway, Sleep time! *finally I'm falling asleep*
please do excuse if there were many errors in this post, I typed this this whole thing while I was half asleep *yawn*

Sleep time!

xoxo
Ms.A

It Is What It Is

It grows and it fades
So quick that I couldn't even catch a glimpse of it
Too long that I wonder if it is suppose to feel like this

It seems like it is what it is
So strong that it could last forever
Yet so fragile that it could break to pieces

It brings smiles and joy
It brings tears and sorrow
Survived through the storms
But gave up before the trials

It provides as it takes back what it wants
So little that I haven't had enough
Too much that I can't take it anymore

So easy to be found
So easy to get lost

It is the beginning
It is the end
Noone could see it is coming
Noone could keep it from leaving

It is just what it is.....

xoxo,
Ms. A