Monday, September 28, 2009

He is knocking

" Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come into him and dine with him, and he with Me."
- Revelation 3 : 10 -

Its been a while where I lost my tracks, and honestly..forgot bout God. even if i do listening to the gospel and worship songs, but it just didnt stuck in my head or heart that I have a truly magnificent and awesome Father.

just now I just have some chat with my besties in Indonesia (miss him so much, through lots of process, trials, joys, tears together) bout what i feel right now. And since I was in a same church with him in Indonesia, we share (mostly) a same belief in life and God. I told him some of my problem here, what i feel, whats goin on, and he unexpectedly give me some enormous advices.
  • God never asked us to b someone strong, but He wants us to lean on Him and believe in His plans, coz God is the One that gives us strength when we have any burdens or trials.
  • God never asked us to love this life, but God wants us to love HIM more than anything in this world.
  • have someone u can trust to mentor ur life, coz u cant handle all of it alone.
Its been a while since my last time I heard those words, or even said them, I forgot how I am so passionate with God and His plans in my life (and arrogantly walk on my own, lean on my own understanding, try to b strong but am not). and even forgot how He changed my life from loser become a winner.

Peoples changed, and so do I, dealing with a whole new world, new friends, new community, new culture, new point of view, new perception on what life is about, and soooo many other new things. But there are somethings that remain the same in my life; God (and His love for me), and my family.

and anyway,
you can choose, whether u want to change or not, its all up to u, dont u ever say u dont have any choice coz u have! dont u ever say u cant do anything coz u can!
and that is the privilege we have as human, God gives human a freewill to decide, freewill to choose. And all yours.
So,,,,,if u hear God's voice and the knock on the door, u can choose to ignore it, or u can also choose to open the door and have some dinner with God ^.^

Thanks to my besties, Thanks to God.

Cao,,God Bless u all..

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